Well I guess I should let ya know I got over the mono but then I got bit by a mad cat and now I have to have rabies shots..... Oh what fun. NOT. At least it's just 6 shots in the arm instead of the 21 shots in the tummy like it used to be. Thank the gods for advances in sience. Well I will be attending the confederate railroad concert tonight. Should be a blast! I'll let you know how it goes sometime maybe even soon.    

I tell ya I've been sick with some strange things but nothing compares to my first ever round of Mono. Yes for the first time ever at the ripe age of 31 I have mono. It wouldn'r be so bad if I didn't feel like I'll have to die to get better. Oh well such is life.............

Hello All,

I know it's been a long time since I've been around here but I had things to do. Some have asked me what I have been doing with myself. Well to answer that for everyone now.... I've been doing intensive work in Animal rescue and rehabilitation. Yes this is work I've been in for some time but as most of you know I live in Dodge City. As of Feb.1-2005 pit bull dogs are now band. I have been working long and hard to fight the passing of this law and now I am working harder to keep good animals from being put to death. I fight a battle that will last for longer than any of us. These dogs are not being judged fairly and it's because of fear and ignorance. As I look around me in the world I see many things that are being miss-judged just like these dogs. I ask all of you to look around and see the world for what it is then reach out and help. If not for yourself then for your kids or grand kids. The wonders of our world are being destroyed what kids of world are we going to leave for them. Remember we are just guests here, to learn and live for only a short time.

Well it's been awhile since I wrote here hasn't it. I have been doing okay I guess. I went to a Mark Chestnut concert tonight me and the kids and even Todd went. Big step for him he doesn't like much country music. I am suppose to inherit a lot of money but I am still waiting for the lawyer to get the transfer done. I realy do not like lawyers it takes forever for them to get things done. I have to go in the hospital for tests on the 25th (another thing I do not like). anyway thats all that is going on here, I know I have a boring life but at least I do have a life. Bright Blessings to everyone!

    In Loving memory of "Papa Frank" Westgate                      

The loss of a beloved is the worst pain to bear
For those who have not felt it nothing can compare
It’s as if the world is sighing yet you have no air
As all the flowers dying downing in your tears
Have faith they have not left you can’t you see them standing here
Wishing you to embrace them with the love you’ll always share
These day’s are full of trials yet you need not fear
For all of your beloved are standing with you dear
Keep your strength and fight for life so they can stand beside you
Where they promised they would always be
Don’t make them break a promise cause your too tired to see
Your beloved standing beside you helping you to be

Well I am so happy my sis Ivy is back online! Now I just have to stay motavated and my world is looking grand. I wish you all bright blessings and hope that you too have wings and roots! 
 

Hello All,

           My disability hearing went well but i don't get the "final" outcome for about 2 weeks... Hurry up and wait don't ya know. I am very happy that my sis Ivy is back online! Congrats to her it sure took long enough! I send you all bright blessings! I'll blog more tomorrow. 
 

Hello All,

                 I am back and doing very well! My SSI hearing is today. I finally get to find out how far back my back pay will go! It never fails to amaze me how quickly things go when they are going great, yet it seems the bad times drag on forever!

                  I was seeing an old flame for a few weeks but I realized that he is a ex for a lot more reasons than his drinking and drugs. Now that he is clean and sober I can see that. Before all I saw was the drinking and drugs.

                   I have been thinking of going out with this really nice guy. I just don’t want to go out with him just to get a ride on his bike. I want to make sure I like him for him not his Harley.

Anyway that is all for now I hope you are all well and loved!

Well All

  I think I am leaving the blogg I can not put my thoughts on here without doing harm to someone. I am not about hurting people at least I try not to be. I addmit that I am a tough lady, but that is no reason for someone to fear me. I know I am just recovering from a bad illness and I may change my  mind about this but for now it's the best. I bid you all a loving farewell. Thank you for your saport and friendship if I start a new blogg I will let my friends here know. If you wish to contact me I'm at thegypsywill@yahoo.com  

I just want those of you whom care to share in the letter I sent Moss after his choice. I've now made my choice. It is far better to stand alone than stand betrayed by your beloved, now I stand in both being alone and betrayed.

My dearest Moss

  I will start by saying that MANY people think I should not write this e-mail. I will not drag you any farther into my life I am sure that I have disapointed you and failed you, just as you have disappointed me and failed me. It was unfair of me to expect you to be here when I got ill. I wish you would have at least tried to come to me just once but alas you did not, I only felt your presence and the energy you sent me, but not your touch. You just couldn't leave Asheville not even for a short time. It was unfair of me to have put you through this, just as it is unfair of you to expect met o believe you where raped. If there was not interest their you wouldn't have had an erection for her to get her jollies on. I know now that I must bare my own burden as you must bare your burden. I've many things to fight for and no one can go through this with me it seems to destroy them if they try. So I guess it is best this way. I send back to you all the energy you have sent to me, It is obvious that you need it more than I. I pray to me lord and lady that your heart heals fast and strong and I become nothing but a dream soon to be forgotten. I pray they let me take my part of the pain for what was my mistake and how I failed you,and hope they help you to deal with your mistake and how you failed me. I always new you deserved better but I dared to hope and that was wrong of me. I send you loving light to heal and protect you. I will  hold you in my memory and heart always!

                           The Gypsy Willow